It's Wednesday, I woke up 5:30 am and slept again 6:00 am. Again rose up at 11:00 am. Got fresh and took breakfast. Then immediately had go to our District commissioner about a claim. But he wasn't in his office, assistant said he had to go to Dhaka. I set my step back to home. Meanwhile I was suffering forehead very badly. Feeling little stress about my career and future step.
When I started walking to come back to home, unfortunately meet with a brother inside my vehicle. He just said his mother is gone to God. I never seen someone before in that level of normal attitude after death of Mom. Just 2 hours, after Aunt's death. I asked what's happened with her. Were surviving on brutal illness, he replied. OK, now I got the point why he is so normal than others, actually he got that those feelings during illness. But he were broken inside, his mother have been so much take care of him. I noticed last three years. He is lonely now with his wife. I joined the last pray of his mother's before burial, and think life is hard for while.
My productivity is decreasing day by day. Not getting Client for Finovatic, Learning code is not resulting good progress, semester final is near. But I'm not enjoying academic books at all, there is very limited topic is relevant with me in my BBA courses books. So, I started to read "4-Hour Work Week" by Tim Ferris. After reading one boring page got an interesting topic. Tim shares the secret how to do something someone fearing to do, but that's very important to step out. He write his own story how he left his $70k monthly revenue business for world tour. And another story of Jean-Marc's Surviving and eventually worse situations turn into affirming Epiphany, those were inspiring. Tim shares seven steps and logic and some philosophy how anyone can anyone do the same. He strongly wrote that, "What we fear doing most is usually what we most need to do". I Loved it and figure out something I was afraid and undecided. Now my mind is clean & I'm out stress and thinking about this amazing philosophy about going to wherever I want to go. Thanks Tim to save my day.
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